"Wherever that duck is...HE knows where he is!"

“Never let go of hope. One day you will see that it all has finally come together. What you have always wished for has finally come to be. You will look back and laugh at what has passed and you will ask yourself... 'How did I get through all of that?”


Soo, I'm sitting here, by myself - in a dorm room. Annnndd, I never thought I would ever say that...lol.


The past several weeks have been absolutely wonderful here at MSU. I have meet a few keepers and some people I won't care to ever see again. The classes are rough, the studyin is crazy, the food is awesome and the teachers aren't easy but they expect a lot and I appreciate that. My first week here completely sucked for a few different reasons but I adjusted really well as far as being out of the house. Daddy didn't think I'd have a problem with that lol. Right on!

I've been home once all semester and looks like I'm headed back again this week and I am very excited. I miss all those goober kids at home. Thankfully this will be a longer break so I'll have more time to soak it up. :)


Anyhow, at this point I guess I'm just basking in my luck that I am here - and I hope this is the right place for me. I know it seems to be. Just need to stay on track and not get caught up in silly stuff. Luckily, I still have some great people looking out for me. :)


Loves!

MSU Racer :)

I haven't been here in awhile! Well let me fill you in on my big news...haha. I made a super quick decision a couple months ago and applied and got accept to MSU. They have one of the greatest programs I've seen in my area of study and I am so thrilled to be heading there soon. This will be my fourth year of college and I'll pretty much be starting over, but it will completely be worth it.. =)

Currently, I'm just looking for lots of work so I can get enough money to attend...my life is a whirlwind of papers and scholarship applications. Dreadful lol. I'm also going to make an attempt to try to make the MSU Rifle team. I shot all the time in highschool so maybe it's time my experience paid off. =)

Softball starts tomorrow and it's my bet we will get rained out because the weather has been the worst. Oh well, I think I'm still a happy girl! My birthday is in a week 5/2!! The big 22 haha. Couldn't be having a better time in life right now! =)

Go Racers!!



WOW!!!!!

I'M AN OFFICIAL UNIVERSITY OF LOUISVILLE STUDENT!!!!!!!

Love Of My Life

The stars lean down to kiss you,
And I lie awake I miss you.
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere.
'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly,
But I'll miss your arms around me.
I'd send a postcard to you dear,
'Cause I wish you were here.

I watch the night turn light blue.
But it's not the same without you,
Because it takes two to whisper quietly,
The silence isn't so bad,
Till I look at my hands and feel sad,
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly.

I'll find repose in new ways,
Though I haven't slept in two days,
'Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone.
But drenched in Vanilla twilight,
I'll sit on the front porch all night,
Waist deep in thought because when I think of you.
I don't feel so alone.

I don't feel so alone.
I don't feel so alone.

As many times as I blink I'll think of you... tonight.
I'll think of you tonight.

When violet eyes get brighter,
And heavy wings grow lighter,
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again.
And I'll forget the world that I knew,
But I swear I won't forget you,
Oh if my voice could reach back through the past,
I'd whisper in your ear,
Oh darling I wish you were here.

Two Weeks Ago I Was The Most Annoyed Girl in the World && Now I'm Just AnnoyING!! =)

So this morning on my way to school for a study session my mom called me...again! Lol. Seems as if the job I had looked into a while back was interested in hiring me. Wellza! OK they wanted to hire me in the first place but they needed a contract first and so on...
I just got hired my Solrac last week and I am absolutely thrilled. I also had a lady interested in having me babysit her kids but lately she has been really hard to get in touch with. Oh well. Lol.
Went to the doctor Monday and was put on tons of meds that I have no interest in taking...but I have to hand it to you, this time they are actually WORKING!! It's amazing! My eyes haven't given me half as much trouble for the past few days and my head feels better than it has since I don't know when! It's awesome, and with exception of one particular medicine that makes me severely grumpy (and that I've decided to take at night so I can sleep through most of the pill an not annoy too many people, ha ha!) everything is way too perfect!
On that note, school isn't going so hot. Probably won't go back until next fall, hopefully!!! It's going to take a lot of saving and pinching to make it but I think I can do it!! =) I think the break will be great for me since I've gone non-stop for a year now. It's been crazy!!
That, combined with fixing two vehicles, making it to NH to be a bridemaid in my best friends wedding in June an whatever else life launches my way.
All said and I know it isn't much but it seems like two weeks ago I was horrid and annoyed that nothing was going right...it's turned around this fast and I am very happy. What's going to happen now??? Lol.
At least I'm back to my normal, high-energy, A.D.D (not really! Lol) self again! I love it! =)

Successfully Employed =)

So ya, this might be short...and maybe it's really silly blogging about getting a job but I am so darn excited! =) Mom called me around lunch today and told me Solrac Corp had called and wanted to interview me. I was a mix of nerves and excitment and the same time!! Lol. Many thanks to my buddy, Ali, I managed to get some decent clothes to wear since I was at school in jeans and a t-shirt and had nothing 'suitable' to wear and couldn't get home in time to be back in town for the 2:00 appointment.
The interview was more like a test. Had to find the right puzzle piece basically. I was very freaked going into my 'test' because one of the people before me had 'failed'. I felt bad for her just a little bit.
I am very thankful that the hiring managers seemed willing to work around the last week or so of my college schedule for this semester. Everyone who was hired today will start working tomorrow whereas I will start the Monday after I get out of school. I was quite fortunate to have their understanding.
As far as school goes...I don't know if I'm going back. Hopefully I can manage to take a bunch of easier night classes to get my GPA up for when I go back as a 'normal' college student next fall. I have to go back to school, I want to...but I already told you that. =)
I suppose this is good enough for today. I just had to bask in this whole idea of emploment via-internet...thank you guys for listening lol.
A lot of friends and I were praying for me to get this job, but I guess I owe Him another one...for thanks. =)

TUUUEESSDAAAYY!!!

Hey, it's Tuesday! No kidding!! LOL

I'm counting school down...counting down to Christmas break...to that full time job until at least next fall semester. I'm going to miss school...I'm going to miss being "behind"...I'm going to miss my friends on campus...I'm going to miss the Block and Bridle folks...I'm going to miss tests...teachers that I actually like...things that I really do learn in class...rushing to find a parking spot...being late for class...being wayy early...being here....

I love school.

Honestly.

My new adventure is finding a sturdy, full-time job until I can afford to go back to school. If there is one thing I am GOING TO DO in life, it will be finish college. So I'm back to jumping on almost every job I see. I got a couple applications done today and I have my fingers crossed. They're going to break they're crossed so far...LOL!

This is my shout out for Tuesday...for some reason I just wanted to write all this out...but that's what blogs are for right??? Thought so...ha ha!

Let's finish this...!!! =)